woman whose dream was to become a Geisha in Japan...


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"僕が酔ったら たぶん クリに 甘えちゃうかもー"

この写真は自分で取りませんでしたけど見せてくれたかったんです。


















I learned how to make LJ layouts from scratch finally (without borrowing other people's codes) but since I really like the layout I have here, I decided to update my layout on my Japanese LJ instead. 

I called Take's mother today to wish her a happy birthday.
We ended up talking for an hour. I'm going to cry when I see the phone bill.
I told her about my plans to study in Japan for the sake of being with Takeshi.
She disapproved.
"Stay there and graduate. When you come to him, come to him...
... as a woman who can stand on her own two feet."
She has a point. If I went any sooner, I'd be going uneducated, with tons of loans
and my parents still supporting me. If l loved Take, I'd show up in a state where I
can contribute to the relationship and our living.
ありがとう母様~
Mom was hospitalized this morning but she's home now. She was throwing up
and really dizzy and her whole body ached. Doctors ran tests but found nothing.
The same thing happened to me in Japan...
Even though I'm working, I'll call her every two hours to check on her.
When I saw how weak she was and how no one else in my family took it too seriously,
I realized it was time to grow up.
母元気になって欲しい~
I need to grow up for Take, so that I can be a woman he's proud of.
I need to grow up for my mom, so that she can have someone to depend on.
I need to grow up for the 6 year old me who dreamed of a certain life.